The Trailer on the Banks of the Yuba

April 15, 2016 | My Jottings

(This is assignment #2 from my University for Seniors class “Memory Into Memoir”–this week we were to write about a home we’ve lived in.)

My first home as a married woman was an old three-room trailer on the banks of the Yuba River in Smartville, California.

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I remember the day Glenn and I answered the ad, and drove down the rutted, dirt driveway from Highway 20 in the foothills of the Sierra Nevada mountains. The trailer measured 8 feet by 48 feet, and its dented metal sides were yellow on the top half and a dusty mustard on the bottom. Two wooden steps led to the door that opened into the tiny living room that smelled of years.

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There was thin, stained avocado green carpet with no padding underneath. Plastic curtains with a swirly green print hung on pencil thin rods above the windows. Glenn and I could both touch the ceiling without fully extending our arms.

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Six inches from the living room, a worn yellow Formica table with chrome and vinyl chairs from the 50s sat on one side of the narrow kitchen, under a large window that looked over a neglected, weedy garden, and up onto the highway. Across from the table was a big gas stove that had to be lit with a match, a few cabinets with just enough room for the dinnerware from my hope chest, and above the sink was a small window that looked out onto the winding Yuba, where miners had panned for gold a century before.

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The closet-sized bathroom off the kitchen had a sky blue tub encrusted with rust, a leaning toilet and a mixing bowl-sized sink. Someone had pressed contact paper with a blue and white design on the walls above the sink, but left the air bubbles that were trapped underneath. The shallow tub would require one to sit straight with knees bent to have a bath.

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The bedroom was at the end of the trailer, and would just barely fit our double bed and tiny nightstand. We could see that whoever slept farthest from the door would have to crawl over the other to get to the bathroom.

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The place had seen better days but it was near the woods, had a view of water, we were in love, and the rent was $75.00 per month; we moved in right after Christmas of 1975. Glenn was 21 and I was 18.

While Glenn drove the twenty-five minutes each day to work for the United States Air Force, I housewifed. I set up the ironing board in the tiny living room while I listened to Fleetwood Mac and James Taylor albums on the turntable we had put on the shelf above the couch. I ironed Glenn’s uniforms; green fatigues and dress blues, depending on the day or military event. I had a basic Kenmore sewing machine and I placed it on the coffee table and sewed caftans for myself and a few Hawaiian shirts for Glenn. I swept the steps, Pledged the furniture, made throw pillows for our little plaid couch, and learned to cook.

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I asked Glenn’s mother for his favorite recipe of pepper steak and rice, and one afternoon when I had the car, I thought if I left the gas burner under the skillet on low, all the savory liquid would be soaked up perfectly by the time I returned from picking Glenn up from work. When we walked in the door about forty-five minutes later, we were assaulted by the smoke from carbonized bits of beef and black, charred rice that had become one with the bottom of the pan.

We used to walk down to the river in the evenings, and I waded around the shallows while Glenn tried his hand at panning for gold.

To our left and down some was a two bedroom house rented by Sam and Janis, two fabulously creative hippies from Shepherdstown, West Virginia, who owned several Nubian goats and had a child’s antique coffin in their living room. I learned to milk a doe and castrate a baby buck with a rubber band, but the taste of goat stew was something I never fancied.

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To our right and up the hill was a newer and roomier trailer, where Joe and Dilly Poindexter, the antithesis of Sam and Janis, had come from Southern California to retire. Dilly fried her hamburger patties in Crisco shortening and Joe smiled out of the side of his mouth, smoked cigars and drove a long, low gold colored Cadillac.

We only lived in our skinny little trailer for half a year before a three bedroom house became available on the base. Four years, two continents, and two daughters later, Glenn decided to look for gold elsewhere, and thought he could holler “Eureka!” with Karla. She turned out to be pyrite and I wasn’t too terribly heartbroken to hear of it.

I looked at that same trailer yesterday on Google Earth, and was able to zoom in from a street view to see it hasn’t changed much. Weeds skirted the base of it and the dwindling Yuba meandered 50 yards from the front door.

I remembered how tiny our home was, how flimsy and make-believe everything inside seemed, including our marriage, now that I have the perspective of 40 years. Plastic curtains and vows, veneer walls and words, mice and women coming into our midst through the cracks we didn’t know how to seal.

Psalm 18:19 says, “He brought me out into a spacious place, He rescued me because He delighted in me,” and the hope and truth of this verse came to pass in my life, with another man whose vows were made of rock, another home with curtains of real cloth, and another place entirely, yet one where I can still see water from my kitchen window.

Comments

  1. Valerie says:

    This whole post made my eyes tear up. The way you described every little detail was perfect. I could see everything you described in my minds eye and I could smell it too- the moldy old trailer, the burnt beef and rice, the Yuba river smell…even the hippies 🙂 I’m sorry that your story involved a man that was unfaithful. I’m so happy that you found your Michael. I loved reading this Julie. I give you an A+ for your writing ability!

  2. Just Julie says:

    Thank you for such encouragement, Valerie. I think you write so well on your blog! xoxo

  3. Lorrie says:

    Oh Julie, I love this, and I agree with everything Valerie said in her comment. You have a gift–your word pictures are wonderful. So thankful that you found Michael.

  4. Just Julie says:

    How nice to see you here, Lorrie…thank you so much for stopping in, and for leaving your kind comments. I look forward to every picture of yours on IG. God bless you and yours! xoxo

  5. Pat says:

    That was so wonderful, Julie. You have a real gift with words. My heart ached at the thought of you in that dingy trailer with someone who did not know the treasure he had. I especially loved your last paragraph. I’m glad God had something so wonderful in store for you!

  6. Just Julie says:

    Pat, thank you. As dingy as the place was, I did clean it pretty well and grew to love it. I had some happy times there. Thinking of you and praying as you learn to live without little Jasper… xoxo 🙁

  7. Diane Aro says:

    Bravo, Julie…Bravo! What a description. We both had quite a rocky journey with our AF husbands, didn’t we? They were really just boys – and we weren’t much more than girls! (Your writing just gets better and better.)

  8. Just Julie says:

    Yes, they took us on some unwanted adventures, didn’t they Diane? And some good ones too. I’ll always be grateful for the blessings of both. And coming from such a great writer, I am humbled by your compliment — thank you! xoxo

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